Life!

Hello once again. Sometimes I get melancholy of having a father who went missing more than two years ago but I am very glad to know that some day we'll be together again. Sometimes I never really knew what it was. So I ask you now know what being a parent?.

Know what is being a parent when you realize that the fruit of your dream is now a vibrant reality, living skin tenderness and innocent look to your joy.
You will know the joy of being a parent when you understand your dream and will never be complete, when you hear the crying in the morning, your long dark circles and the satisfaction of seeing your renewal peacefully asleep, but you can not do.
Only you know what is done beaming father when your child walk around in his golden stroller, you talk even though you do not understand you see it yet and surprised to discover every little thing that will be your first lesson in philosophy.

You'll know what it means to be a father when at night run by the medicine you need to ease your fever, to keep track of their shots and when you zoom in on tiptoe to his crib to listen to your breathing, rhythmic and happy.
When I first tell you dad, laugh when he sets the air and not feel the danger because you give your smile safety when prompted him to take his first steps, unequivocal signal that begins the path to your destination and run behind where eagerly his bicycle pedaling the trails and distances the future of your life journey.
You will know the wonder that you have when you wear it for the first time to school and look at his watery eyes not wanting to separate from you and feel the soul sore to walk away leaving him in the midst of other egos, which, however, you learn to be shared.
When you show your first scrawled drawings, which precedes budding Picasso in them the desire for beauty that hides in your heart. And especially when they hug you, taking your hand, thus symbolizing the trust of your strength, that will give you security in your walk.
Know what is being a father when you claim your time and have to seek and find where you when you take it to the circus and the beach and the promenade tiring but rewarding, when on holiday together dream in which both belong completely when you teach to play and complete the puzzle and together walk through the park every splendid April afternoon.
Understand the wonder that God gave you when you first rete with their questions and when you do not know how to answer, when you help to write the letter to Santa and wait until the eve of Christmas with the shared desire of yours and a new child Find in your embrace, your touch and your kiss unconditional, how much you love them.
Know what is being a father when you take it to touch God for the first time, teach him to pray for all and feel your love is something you can confidently rest. And when you see it grows and you accompany, go along and you're at his side, and is becoming a teenager and in that process you do not leave it, however hard it is to see that little by little out of you, to go in search of himself.
Know what is being a father when you hear the unexpected demand and desire for independence. The day you stop accompany you, because your friends are waiting and you feel your heart trembles, for the day came sooner than you think and feel deeply that it should be, because it is the price you'll pay for the learning of their final flight .
And finally know what being a father when one day your son have to leave to study elsewhere, or work away and eat nostalgia happy hours before enjoyed in his company and perhaps the phone or internet link distant you join him.
Especially when someone come and take him on your side to chase another rainbow of his own life, shared with someone you love and you must accept it, because that is the law of life and your child was only given for a while.
Then you will know what it is knowing you father. Not studied for it, but I lived and will live. And the joy that you provide must then be greater than the pain that is the feeling that something very tender farewell to your soul. But it is only then that you know fully, the wonderful experience, a gift from God, who is known father.